I love being a mum but...

[poshsinglemum]

Sometimes I hate it and I am crap at it. Anyone else the same? Depends on my mood and I sometimes miss the old me.

Tonight for eg I am wide awake at 2,14pm and dd has just dropped off.

I feel the same sometimes. Felling like a crap mum seems to be a permanent feeling though.
Maybe it is because of the sleep deprivation?

My ds, woke up several times last night, so no-one got much sleep.

Hope things are better today