Sunday night we're starting CC with 9m old DD2 and I'm dreading it - I'm so fucking tired I don't know where I'm going to find the strength to stick with it in the middle of the night rather than caving in... Also very anxious about her waking 3yr old DD1. But she's waking hourly, im getting migraines from sleep-dep and I've done myself a nerve injury from feeding in the rocking chair through all hours of the night. I have to do it! But I don't know how I'm gonna find the energy.