Hi guys my baby is 3 weeks old and I'm finding the newborn stage extremely tough. Most days I just feel like crying and crying and I do cry and just want my old life back. I cry for my old life back. I'm only 20 years old and I miss going out with my friends and doing the things I used to do. I'm so tired it's so tiring my baby just cries constantly he never sleeps. I don't speak to the dad at all we fell out . I find it so hard taking him out in public too as he just cries. I'm so tired I'm finding the night feeds exhausting I just want him to sleep through the night. I love him so much and he means the world to me but sometimes I wish I could give him up and I feel soo bad because he means the world to me and I love him. But I just can't stop crying I want my old life back it's so tough I don't think I can carry on until he gets older. When does it get easier someone please ... 