Anyone else feel like they can't cope with the 6 weeks holiday? I've woken up this morning and feel like I can't breathe, another full week ahead to entertain the kids. I have £4 in the bank until Friday so can't take them anywhere. They are 9 and 4 so enjoy different things. I have no friends as fell out with them all a few months ago and the only friend I do have is doing days out with her husband and son as they have time off work.
I can't cope with the 4 year old constantly wanting me to play. I know I sound terrible believe me I feel guilty as hell but I can't do it anymore. She wants me to play teachers and doctors and then just tells me off for doing it wrong. I'm sick of the same housework washing up making beds hoovering it's soul destroying. Neither of them will watch films. The 9 year old spends his whole days on roblox.
Im shit. Sometimes I feel bad for having them and giving them a shit life. How can I do this until September