nc due to how sensitive this post is.
i have 4dc My first two dd are well behaved my youngest ds 2. my third ds 5 has severe asd. We planned on having 2 dc but because our first two were well behaved angels we decided to try for a 3rd and i found out at 16ish wks i was pregnant with dc4 which for me is too late for an abortion .
Today alone my ds 5 has
spat in my face numerous of times
punched me so hard my nose bled
bit me numerous of times
peeled more wallpaper off
throw a bottle of wine in Tesco
pushed his brother over while in highchair
ripped his sisters hair out then started chewing it.
kicked at dog while outside.
We have had worse days then this before and i just cant do it any more. i have gained weight as at night when they have gone to bed im so tried i just order just eats etc my hair is a mess. my other kids are living in fear of violence.
im a shell of myself
please be gentle im pretty vulnerable today