I love my dd so much, i feel really sad I wont see her till 2morro!! I am going to a gig, and I dunno, its a few hours away and I am really missing her already!!

[pirategirl]

I just really really love her today, anyone else get days where they are full of love.

silly cow i am.

is it the first time you've left her? the first time i went away overnight i was fine until about 11pm, then i started crying because i didn't know what PJ's he had on, or what he had for tea!

I felt all mushy with DS yesterday- he was sitting watching Deal or No Deal, grinning and eating a bread roll. He's 16mths. He looked like a proper little boy.

no, thats the thing, I am being silly really. She is 5 fgs!!!

She stays occasionaly with her dad, but i think its the fact that I am doing something for myself and leaving the county!!!

ah must be love !!

aw that's nice...makes a change from people who can't wait to get rid of their kids!