Omg I love my kids. But since march I've had them both full time. Like both parents. I'm actually a full time mum anyway. But there has been no give since march. No school for my eldest. No activities. No early nights because they are just not tired!
My mum's in hospital. I wanted to pop and see my dad for half an hour and leave the five year old home. Just so I can walk quietly to my dad's. I know awful that sounds. But she never stops talking. Every walk it's question after question. Every field or wood becomes a game of mummy is the big bad wolf in there??
I'm writing this with humour. But omg. It's draining after three months.
Today I got up at 7.40. kids were asleep. Whilst I was half way through I heard my two year old running about. Got out the shower and he had found my blusher and broke it all up. Stair gate etc was shut. But he had access to my bedroom. Got it down to use after my shower silly me.
I go for a wee and he's shouting mummy at the gate. I try get a snack when they've had snacks already. They are at my feet like hungry wolves. Literally no part of the day is for me anymore. Just.....want.....an.....hour.....to......myself
Well actually a morning or a day!
To catch up on all the things I can't do with two kids around.