Used protection as hubby was booked for a V in a few months, thing broke and took morning after pill straight away. Didn't work, booked for an abortion but I couldn't go through with it, became very upset, hubby supporting me and says we'll get through it no matter but this is my fourth child and we didn't picture another one especially so soon after my third. They will have the same month for their birthday (aug). I have two others one in yr 5 and other in yr 2. I think I'm just panicked as to how I will cope with two so close together, hubby is working full time and I was planning on going back into caring but that won't be happening now. I feel horrible to have backed out because it wasn't the plan, but I just couldn't do it. I suppose I am asking if anyone else has been in this situation and how they coped. Sorry if I've posted in the wrong bit. Thanks!