I haven't see my son in 18 months, i could no longer look after him due to illness, the only contact ive been able to have is through facebook messenger, hes tols me a few times he hates me on messenger, but i think he's been forced to say that by his dad and his dads girlfriend. I was going to try and make contact through mediation, and thought if this has to go to court, then i can prove the stuff my son has messaged me and about the messages i received from his dads girlfriend when she was emotionally blackmailing me, but all the messages (all evidence of this have totally disappeared, does anyone know if i can get copies of the messages that were sent? Thanks