Hi all. I have 5 children, oldest 16 and in last year of school and my youngest is 4 and just started school. I don't know if I'm being totally silly but I am so upset, I miss picking up at 12 from playschool etc and having them with me. That's it now, all my children ay school and I don't know why I feel this sad but I'm finding it really hard. Does anyone else feel like this? Most of my friends are over the moon and are suprised I'm so upset.