So a sort of catch 22 situation.
I suffer with schizotypal personality disorder while dad has nothing and is 'normal'. lo is 5 and half months.
Although i feel like im coping there are some days where i really cant.... and to me, in my mind this is because i get one or 2 important things in my head that he needs to sort his end, tells me he will and then dosent..... and now times really running out, im getting more stressed about it and he still will hot do it. Basically if he dosent sort out one little thing it means i cant go to this event thing........ and it really does fall on him as it involves his family etc. (sorry about going around in circles to explain that!!). I personally feel that this is because there is this women thats going to be there, who he went to school with, apparently fancied then worked with around 2 months ago utntil he got sacked!!!! I always asked to meet her as he had her and her husbands numbers and he used to call them friends! which i was ok with as long as i could meet her.... but he was always so quick to defend her and say why we couldnt meet.... so maaaybe a lil cheating? or am i just being stupid.
Then its just silly things like the saying things and doing things!!! typical man stuff!! Hell also say things to me when i get in his face about it like oh have you been taking your meds etc. He also has 2 other children that i feel dead sorry for. yep, he still sees them, pays for them etc. But where he lives with his parents as he got booted out of his x's place 5 years ago and still hasnt moved out again, when they stay, his mum will cook them lunch dinner etc. pay to take them on day trips etc in the holidays. he dosent even play with them (words from his eldest this morning when i sore them). pfft.
well, think ive just cleared my own situation up!!!! thanks for the read guys n girls. xxxxxxx mwah