It's been a bad day. C beebies is on and I've poured a glass of wine.

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Dd is settling not really into nursery.

She's been screaming since 11 bar two short naps of 30 mins each.

My lovely very young friend would have had a significant birthday today and we should have been out celebrating today, but she died three years ago.

Bath and bed early for me.

So proud of how she handled her illness and feeling shite I'm not coping with dd today.

Thank you for the opportunity to wallow.

And to my lovely fried. I miss you every day. X

flowers

Raise that glass to your friend. And maybe a few more glasses as the evening progresses.

Overtiredness is a bitch. She'll get used to nursery, promise.

wine to your friend.

I have no idea why I did links instead of images there

Don't feel shite. Days like that are hard for everyone. Cbeebies is on here too and I've no excuse .

Thank you Trazzel and Thurlow.

Thankfully DH is here and I'm off for a wee cry in the bath.

Not like me usually.

Oh God.

She was a friend not a fried.

She liked a good chips, salt and sauce though.

Oh your poor thing. You've made me cry a bit. Drink some more wine and raise a glass to your friend. And don't worry about cbeebies - you deserve a break today.

Thank you high.

Bed for me now

Am strangely excited.