Sorry just need a moan/rant because I've had a rubbish week and feel I've been a rubbish mum in the process 
I had an awful cold week before last and hadn't quite got over it when my Nan broke her hip
. She has multiple other health problems including cancer
I help care for her so was back and forth to the hospital twice a day and giving other family members lifts. To add to it I then got two awful coldsores 
So with all this I've not spent as much time with my 13 week old little boy. He's only been home with my dh (his dad) when I've been out and I know they had lots of fun but he missed a lot of daytime outings when dh was at work as I was so tired
and hardly had time to play with him plus do everything else.
I know I'm being pathetic but you know when you're trying to help everyone and feel like you're not pleasing anyone?
Hmm rant/moan over! Hoping this week is better!