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is it possible to be a parent without feeling guilty?

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Kveta · 28/03/2012 10:10

I have left nursery in tears a few mornings this week after dropping DS off - not because he is unhappy, but because I know I can't maintain anywhere near the level of enthusiasm for coaxing toddlers to do craft activities or put their sodding shoes away that the nursery staff can. So that's one bit of guilt.

I also felt deeply guilty last night when DS was pratting about rather than lying down and going to sleep, so I just went downstairs and left him to it - he wanted me to sit and cuddle him until he fell asleep. However, he did eventually go to sleep, and then sleep all night, so my guilt was somewhat assuaged by that this morning!

I'm sure a very large part of this guilt is down to pg hormones, but was wondering if there are any parenting decisions that can be made without a side helping of worry/guilt?

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smellsofsick · 30/03/2012 20:58

I lost my temper with my 15mo today. I feel like shit about it. You're not being unreasonable. Seems to me it's a daily battle with yourself this parenting business.

JugglingWithTangentialOranges · 30/03/2012 21:05

I've worked in Nurseries and your baby will be fine going to Nursery at 4 months IMHO - all the nursery staff will dote on him/her and he/she'll settle much more easily at that age than much older babies Smile

lovemysleep · 30/03/2012 21:34

I try not to feel guilty if I can help it.

And then I went and had a baby that really struggled with BF, and I gave up after (just) 3 days.........I feel like I have spent the last 5 months justifying what was instinctively the right decision for me and my baby. I doubt I'd feel so bad if we weren't constantly having the BF mafia shoving there brilliance in our faces - but you just have to put it all in perspective.

At the end of the day, I have 2 beautiful children, who bring me such joy and pleasure - they are very well-loved and cherished. Yet, there are days when I scream at the older one like the proverbial fish-wife, let her eat far too much chocolate/general crap, watch too much tv etc (the baby has all of this to come!).....but I am only human after all! I'm all for balance and realism.

I have got to the point where I think "Bollocks to it all"......I know I am a good mother, and guilt is essentially a waste of my energy. Whether I actually apply that all the time, is another matter..........

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cheeseandpineapple · 31/03/2012 12:35

Play to your strengths. If you know you're not one for doing arts and crafts then great that your son goes to nursery where he can do plenty of it and you can do stuff with him that you do want to do.

Arts and crafts and baking are just not my thing. Fortunately it is my husband's thing and he does that kind of stuff with our two from time to time otherwise I knew they were doing that at nursery. My mum would always paint with them when they were younger but I just couldn't be bothered with all the mess.

I prefer playing games and reading with them, I taught them to recognise letters and numbers when they were very young. I read and made up stories for them to help them develop their imagination. I took them out to museums etc, places that interested me so I'd enjoy the trips too.

I love spicy food, so I introduced it to them early and now they're older we regularly go to different places for lunch or dinner, Thai, Indian, Chinese and there's always something they can eat, we've been doing this since they were a couple of years old.

They're rubbish at using cutlery which drives my husband bonkers but for me, it's more important what they eat rather than how they eat so I don't worry about it.

My daughter is very creative, my complete lack of interest in arts and crafts hasn't in any way put her off!

When you left your son pratting about and went downstairs you did the right thing, left him to it and he sorted himself out, you're encouraging him not to be needy, really great if you can do that with a first born, comes naturally with second born but first born tends to be more indulged. Don't cave, being nonchalant is good sometimes.

Relationship between first born sons and mums v complex! They just want to be loved and praised! I can never cuddle my son enough at bedtime, he'd love me to stay with him till he sleeps but for his sake, so he can sleep independently, I have to leave him to it after we've had a snuggle.

When my son was very young he was diagnosed with a life threatening condition, it was devastating for all of us, fortunately the doctor got it wrong and touch loads of wood he's fine. But it did teach me that there is always the unexpected around the corner, the kind of things that really will warrant our fears and worries.

No need for tears after drop off, just plan what you do want to do with him when he's home, even dancing around with him to the radio and having a giggle with him is just as important as sploshing around with paint.

Sounds like you're doing great even by default!

liveinazoo · 31/03/2012 15:33

i was given two pieces of advice after i had my 1st child

1/if you dont feel guilty you arent doing it right.accept the guilt and live with it

2/there is no such thing as a perfect parent,merely a good enough one

these pearls of wisdom have been shared countless times with other mums

pass it on.x

Dadof22 · 31/03/2012 18:43

After the number of offspring my other half and I have raised... I delibrately excised guilt and embarassment from my emotions, I was almost successful.

saina123 · 31/03/2012 23:13

very encouraging thread i must say becoz its takin away sm of the guilts from me but i strongly appreciate all of the mums including me who r courageous enough to take care of their babies without any constant help from relatives or so becoz its the lifestyle,everyone is so busy with their own life that we cannot get alot of help.Though i belong to one of the developing worlds,where back home u have a joint family system n caring for children is not hard at all,u get so many helping hands but really here u have to fight it alone,though the children centres r a great help where the babies get busy n we get to meet other mums managing thingz da same way like us,but talkin of the guilt,smtimes i reassure myself that ive to get sm break too n i can ignore them for a while so that im recharged to look after them again n yeah babies come first no doubt:)

Colette1404 · 01/04/2012 06:33

I think the only thing abut myself I feel guilty about is my lack of patience.
I dont feel guilty about not being naturally maternal. I was not fussed about getting pg. Now I am a mum I know I am blessed, knowing that in my head that does not make the relentlessness of motherhood any less tiring or frustrating.

I love them both, I say sorry when I need to, that is good enough.
As I have a long history of depression & anxiety, I try not to be too hard on myself. Being kind to yourself, not comparing yourself to others, has helped me become a happier mum (and person in my own right!!). My DS is 5, My DD is 2, I just want them to grow up happy (more often than not), independent, mentally and physically healthy and able to fulfil their potential.
I dont feel guilty about working outside home full time. I enjoy my job, its mentally challenging, I have worked for 6 years there before becoming a mum its part of who I am. At work I am not mummy,wife , friend, I am just me.
I dont feel guilty about not wanting to talk about my kids a lot, going to toddler groups, play dates etc. I want to know what happening in the wider world, and for my kids to grow up being grateful for all they have. I would like my children to grow up appreciating that everyone has emotional and physical needs. That their needs do not override or surpass those of others.

I dont feel guilty about junk food, we try to focus on social aspect of eating as family and not on nutritional content. I am aware both kids are currently healthy (normal minor ailments), active and in healthy weight range, so a perfectly balanced nutritional diet is an aspiration but not top priority.
I dont feel guilty about not engaging with them 1-1 a lot, I want them to acquire the skill of keeping themselves amused! Independent learning and playing, when they are developmentally ready, is a priority for me. I am studying too, I want to always learn and develop and for my children to value learning throughout their lives.

A great thread, reassuring to those with guilt & worry.

GumtreeGirl · 01/04/2012 19:44

I sympathise with all those suffering from patience-deficient related guilt trips...

It's the one thing I get most upset at myself for: I try not to get frustrated and impatient at the length of time taken to do really simple things/constant repetition of the same question/ general whining, but some days its really very hard indeed not to snap or shout, especially when there have been disturbed nights and I'm short on sleep.

Can't remember who posted about naked toddlers rampaging at bed time, but this pushes my buttons too Grin...

I have been known to worry about not spending enough time doing crafty arty stuff, but really, nurserys do it better, and have floors and furniture which are designed to get covered in goo and glitter. We do the odd bit, and I do baking and things with DS on rainy afternoons, so I don't beat myself up too much.

And I really don't feel guilty about working - its part time so I get to spend two days a week with my sons, there is more cash coming in (although most of that is going straight back out to pay the nursery Hmm), I get to use what's left of my brain in a different way and the boys get to socialise with other adults and children and try activities they wouldn't with me.

I think we all need Thanks and Wine and to know that we do, basically, a good job Smile

ratherordinary · 01/04/2012 19:50

I think it's interesting to think about the extent that guilt and worry can be corralled into what's useful. You need to worry a bit, and guilt ought to stop you doing not-so-good things again; but ideally we would only feel those emotions insofar as they make us more effective.

However if you knew how much I worry, and wallow in guilt, you would be laughing your heads off at what I've just written. Grin

shaky · 02/04/2012 21:32

My guilt list seems to go on forever. I felt guilty for having a cs and not being able to deliver normally despite being in labor for ever. Stopping bf after 6 weeks. Having pnd. Not going to the dr until he was 6 months old. Not realising I had pnd and just thinking I was a rubbish mum. Being off sick for 3 months after my mat leave because of pnd. Having to take anti depressants for a year (I have been off them for 7 months). Having several wobbles after stopping treatment. Huge demise in libido from constant knackeredness. Putting ds in nursery one day a week to give me a break to help me get better. Barely remembering ds as a tiny baby, it's mostly a blur. Ds now in nursery 4 days a week. Going to work for a rest (even tho I work really hard as a community midwife it's easier to be in work than be at home 24:7).

On the plus side I am a much better midwife now, I can spot pnd a mile off, I have learned that feeling guilty is a waste of energy (doesn't stop me tho), we all do the best we can at the time and it is unreasonable to expect more than your best. Also never underestimate the impact that total exhaustion has on you!
There, that's it for now, I'm sure I could think of more if I put my mind to it!

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