Please tell me i'm not the only one pulling hair out in clumps. its only the first day of the holidays, the first holiday i've had no dp home and the first one being a mum of three, now i'm chocking on my words of... it can't be that bad... so far ive got toast mushed up the stairs carpet, dd's screaming ringing in my ears even though she is now happy and asleep and ds'1 having a paddy because ive conviscated his d.s.i because ds2 wanted it and it was causing a row. my god, i know i begged dp to get a job, kicking myself now, !