help me..day from hell :(

[mummysmadhouse]

Having the day from hell and its not even lunch time yet!

Getting myself and my 3dcs ready (10mth 2yr10mth and 4.5yr) Has felt like hell and dd2 (2yr) has been driving me to distraction feel like a get to 3 everytime with my counting...and lots of time out step...afterwards she is straight back on it.

I know its a bad day we all have them generally they are good dcs BUT im going mad..have lost it once (big shout) Now i feel rubbish...want to run away for the day and cry!!

Took so long to get ready as dc3 wont stop following me around crying and climbing my leg...went for a walk just now and he feel asleep so bang goes the lunch time nap today prepare for a gumpy baby late afternoon.

And EVERY room looks like world war three has taken place havent even cleaned up from breakfast

Feel even worst the dd1 (4yr) is soo good bless her and she gets a grumpy mummy
Sorry mega rant

Sorry feeling the latter emotion already wonder why so many seem to take pleasure in telling us mummys of toddlers that...very true im sure and yes i should enjoy this time they are going to be the 'best years of my life' and i do mostly.

All this makes me feel even more guilty when i feel like i do today...although im telling ymself the day is turning itself around SLOWLY