Tired, frustrated, bored, exhausted, fed up, etc...

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Things are better than they were, true, for which I am very grateful.

Meanwhile though I have a v. high maintainance 4 yr old (thankfully he goes o my mums a lot, though I have guilt). Ds2 (4 mth) is a NIGHTMARE. Has reflux (getting better) wind issues and is just generally a shit sleeper.

TOday I am absolutley fucked. I am SO tired. Iget maybe 4-5 hrs sleep max a night, in bits. Ds 2 sleeps on me. Can't sleep any other way.#

I have been stuck in the house for 3 days - no maney and we live in arse end of nowhere so have to get expensive bus. Also weather shit so walking not much fun, plus no pavements so it is shit any3way.

I fucking hate my life at the moment. It is so monotonou, dull, boring and fucking exhausting.

Feel like running off.

Oh, and I have permenant headache.
And my MIL is nev er done phoning me and telling me how I am spoiling ds2 by, you know, paying him attention.

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Ahhh nicky I could have written most of your post myself (holds out hand)

I often feel like running off

I have DS1 3.5 who at the moment is driving me mad with his regression to babydom (goo, goo, ga, ga noises etc) and constantly saying "pardon" in a loud voice after almost everything I say

DS2 is 15 months and still a lousy sleeper (sorry) He wakes up several times a night and only wants me, won´t even go to DH He won´t go in his cot either and the only way I can get him to sleep during the day is on me, which leaves me inmobilised. I feel I can´t get a single bloody thing done as he follows me everywhere, usually crying and absolutely distraught if I leave the room or worse still go upstairs. Argh

My MIL LOVES to tell me its ALL my own fault as I have picked him up too much and MADE him clingy

Still today was a little better as at least he has eaten all of his lunch I usually spend half and hour or more picking it up off the floor and various other places!

Hugs - I really feel your pain and my fantasy is being able to go out of the front door by myself with no plans to come back anytime soon. Awful aren´t I...??

ah, thanks bebe.

ds2 is velcro child!

No probs!

Velcro child - that makes me laugh , good to know I´m not the only one...I keep telling myself he won´t be like this forever...

aw Nicky, sad to see that this thread was yours.

i have spent the last hour in tears, because ds won't feed, and won't stop screaming, dds are off school with chest infections, dd1 is on steroids which make her hyper, so her and dd2 have trashed the house, dh and i are sleep deprived because we are taking it in turns to sleep on the sofa, so i have no patience, yadayadayada.

I've finally given up on the day and the girls are watching scooby doo, whilst ds sleeps on my chest, and I count the minutes until dh comes home.

none of this helps you of course! just wanted you to know, you're not alone!

Hazey - sorry, have replied on my other whingy thread!

Hope you get peace.

You too, bebe. He slept on and off all afternoon.

not alone, i'm knackered too :0( Big hugs xx

I hope you dont me sticking my head round the door. Just to say you are not alone. I'm Sorry you are having such a hard time of it. I'm exhausted too and dp is currently behaving like an extra child, lucky me p.s mil is going on about not picking ds as he will get used to it. What is that all about? Where we run away to, do you get to have solid, unbroken sleep? I'm not going otherwise!

Thanks guys.

Yy, hours of uninterupted sleep!