So I’ve suffered with going to the toilet for 13 months with pains in my anus every time I go sometimes I have blood, I’ve been the doctors 4 times about it as when I have put creams inside my anus I can feel like a big bulge/ridge/mass, the doctor said it’s my normal structure, I no this is gross but when you put your finger in your bum when your lying on your side can anyone else feel like a ridge mass things at the top of your bum so not towards the vagina the other way, I’m so scared it’s a mass but the doctor said it’s normal part of me, I’m in such a panic I can’t sleep or nothing, with me always having pain when I go toilet I’m scared it’s a lump/ mass.