i managed successfully to catch the train at my 'local' station......just, no thanks to the staff being a bit vague ....i managed the change from the first train to the Kings Cross train.......
i had a great weekend, wobbled a few times on the tube, even though my man was with me but mainly because it was so bloody hot it made me feel a bit anxious.
i couldn't face getting the train back on my own though, so ended up going back with the fella to his 'old' house and then we travelled back up North together on Monday.
I think if i do a few journeys on the trains with my man then in the future i may feel confident about tackling it on my own again, but right now i don't want to push myself and risk my anxiety getting the better of me again.
Thankyou very much to all the lovely Mumsnetters who helped me have the confidence to try.........