There's fuck all anyone can do or say, I have no idea why I'm posting really other than sitting staring into space and crying my eyes out hasn't helped and writing in into a word document for no-one to see at all feels odder than this so here i am.
My sisters OCD is the worst it's ever been.
She is refusing food now. She looks so pale and so thin and so strianed and worried and tense. She doesn't really speak. I guess she eats tiny amounts but barely anything.
She was getting help and was on some new medication to help stop her ruminating so much so they could then start to address the OCD.
But on the way to an appt to see this doctor type she had an obsesive thought that she opened the passenger door and caused a car to swerve and they then crashed and died.
We've been advised not to talk to her in detail as it only makes it worse somehow. I tried to tell her it was impossible but it did no good anyway.
She's just so, so bad and it's just horrific and I feel so awful, I can't help , no-one can and I don't know what to do or what to say.
How will this ever end or get better?
She's 33. She's had ocd since she was a baby. Really bad since she was 13 and it's just worse and worse and now it's so bad I don't how she goes on.
She said to my mum she can't go on.
Sorry. Nothing you can say so don't feel you have to. I just need to say something, somewhre.
I just wrote her a letter telling her how much I love her etc and it didn't help so don't know why I thought this might.