FACEBOOK DELETE?

[Lm2015]

I'd really appreciate some advice.... I have a Facebook account I've had for years lad I want to delete it for good, problem is it just deactivates so I can go back whenever ....
I have very bad anxiety and mild OCD and I always find myself looking to see if someone has deleted me an so on.
If I find I have been it ruins my day and I wonder why and who....
Please help me get rid of it for good I am going to save all my photos and what not but I just want the account gone :(.
Any advice appreciated

And not lad.... doh

Deactivate your FB and get help for the anxiety. Write down the positives of deactivating FB and keep focused on them. I have not used FB for years, I always kept a 50 friend limit, harsh but it kept me from seeing what 'Sally from primary school' was having for dinner! I knew the people on my FB friends list personally, if I would cross the street to chat to the person/was actually interested in their life then yeah, keep them on.
Don't let deletion by FB friends define your attitude to other things in life/affect your mental health...nobody is worth making yourself that anxious over if they can easily 'click to remove'.
I hope you can get some help 💐