Awww thank you - all of you.
I am definitely a size 18, and, without going near scales, I know i have gained further since christmas because my 18 clothes are getting tight. I have always been big-framed I guess.
when at school we had fat measurements done in PE once - despite being a size 12, my body fat measurement indicated that I was marginally underweight.
Anyhoo - the weekend.....well, Saturday morning I was awoken with a HUGE chocolate birthday cake, and a fried breakfast. Bought a 'nice' ready meal from M & S for dinner, for us and friends, and as a gift, my friends brought round a box of chocolates.....
Sunday morning I was awoken with a box of chocolates for mothers day.....so, chocolate overkill. There are still loads of chocolates left, but, I have decided i WILL eat them, but, just one a day. Thorntons will never have graced my cupboards for so long .
Today was crap, but, I have this guilt thing about what the cupboards and fridge are filled with.
i had a handful of apricot wheats for breakfast (no milk or anythign) and a cup of tea nad a pint of water.
For lunch I had (oh dear) 2 scones, with clotted cream and jam....
For dinner, I changed my meal option from herb crumbed cod with mushrooms and cream to veggie soup with rolls. I only ate half of it because it was minging. So, I am guessing that although my lunch was pants, its not such a terrible day after all.
My exercise for the day.....none. I did do lots of hoovering at the weekend though (I dont normally - DP usually does it because it hurts my back but I though sod it, i gotta start somewhere).