Carrying on from the sexual abuse threads

[havingatoughtime]

Everything in my world is reaching a crescendo
Feel as ill and weak as a girl could do
Dont know how to feel - pleased or shit scared
Anyone been through this and got any coping strategies.
Feel like i want to curl up and make it all go way and i thought i would feel strong and in control at this point.'Family' all being as shit as ever and just feel scared

dont know what i want anyone to say
dont know much do i

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Do you have enough money for something like reiki or a massage?It is greaqt for a coping boost iykwim.I do reiki and it is really helpful for this sort of thing xx

Thankyou
Maybe i coulsd do something like that Noddy
Just feel crap and its my babys birtday on 'THE'day (first birthday) and my kids are on half term and dp at work and i just feel like crap

Sorry I don't know the background, but sending supportive thoughts

thanykyou all so much - iit was never going to be easy