I'm going to have a break from MN. I don't know how long for or why really. But I'm finding more and more I only come on here for a whinge or a whine so not a nice person to have around. I'm generally down a lot. I find it all to often quite a dark and depressing place too. And yet I still let it upset the balance in my life so I need to go. DS needs to be the focus! So I wish you all a very merry xmas and happy new year in the hope that I will be around that long. xxx