Didnt want this to go unanswered YG
From what Ive read so far, youve been dealing with Nigels death remarkably well, youre a very strong woman and a great mum
Work will take your mind off things, youll have something other than the girls to focus on. Its cliched but its true. Youll be back in the working enviroment, will no doubt recieve lots of support from your colleagues and youll feel more like an adult again rather than just a widow
I hope it goes well, Ill be thinking of you x