I've been back at work for about 2 weeks - 2 long days. I had the best time being on maternity leave and loved it. I was made to be a mummy. Tuesday yesterday and today I'm really struggling. I haven't enjoyed my baby as much . I want to be on maternity leave again. It feels really different. I don't want to be depressed. Will I get over this? Everything feels so different. The house feels really quiet even though it's clearly always been this quiet. I have such a strong bond with her. She's also feeling a bit poorly so not really happy either recently though. But I haven't been as excited about her past couple of days. I just loved being on maternity so much there was so much freedom to just do whatever you want with her whenever now I feel like it's all gone.