Hi there. I noticed your thread today. I'm really sorry to hear that you've been having such a rough time recently and am glad that you have found lots of support on MN - it's a great place isn't it? Hope you don't think this is petty but our nicknames are practically the same which may cause confusion for you and me plus for the MNers that we both speak to. Are you a newbie as I've not seen you around before now? - I've been a MN addict for nearly a year. Sorry to hassle you when you are so low but would you mind changing your name? Let me know what you think. Thanks