hello all - sorry to have disappeared, believe me it wasn't voluntary! In the end I went to the hospital Sunday morning where they did the HCG test, which was too low for my gestation time (about 4,500) - no scan facilities over the weekend but had to be transferred to the more main hospital (further away from home). So got admitted to hospital on Sunday, then eventually had the scan yesterday after lunch - but just prior to lunch had some sharper pains and extra loss. Nothing revealed on the scan, so full MC. They kept me in until this morning (Tuesday already here) - quite traumatic considering I thought I was just going to go for a scan and then come home again! and re-did the HCG test this morning. Dropped lots but still need one more HCG test on Christmas Eve to make sure no lurking remnants in tubes. So long as HCG continues to drop, it's a good thing.
Thank you all for your heartfelt kindness and sympathies - I am mostly ok, because I never really felt quite properly pg, iyswim - but I am having the odd breakdown moment. MiniThumb had to put up with Daddy looking after him the last 2 nights but seems relatively unscarred by the experience (although his knee is in a right state, having skinned it on the path yesterday, poor little mite.) MrThumb is being pretty stoical about the whole thing, which is good - so long as he gives me the space to be upset about it.
Sorry to hear about MissRacingPiggy - that's so sad. We have yet more news - rats got into the aviary and MrThumb found 7 little corpses on the floor this morning, mostly Gouldian finches but a couple of more rare finches as well.
Bummer about the snow ishoos - England never seems to get the hang of weather extremes, does it? Mind you, God help us if it were to ever snow here - I think they'd think the world was ending (and they'd probably be right!) I miss the snow...
Still, have managed to get beef suet today so I was going to make the Christmas puddings today but actually don't feel up to it so it can wait until tomorrow.
Hope all of you are well - nice to hear back from Catita; and JM, don't worry, I often only read back a couple of posts and miss something as well - I think we all do it sometimes.