Hi lovelies, lots going on here atm. Nativity x 2, christmas concert for DD1 (singing and recorder), carol concert for DD1, 2 outfits to sort, and ............my counselling has hit a little bit of a brick wall........and I'm undecided how to deal with it.
It means I'm fretting over it constantly. Bascially, I don't think I can fully fix me unless I have some stuff out with my mum and encourage her to fix her. That is a big, big wall. And she and my dad have hit a marital rough patch and so the timing could not be worse. Sorry, none of that will make sense but suffice to say that I am trying to worry less and sleep more and keep my head down and deal with all the madness that is Christmas.
I'm also having sleeping issues with all 3 of my children so you can imagine.........
Anyway, I am not gone I am just busy and coping.
Momma HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! Thats it. You are now hitting the beginning of your sexual peak Game on!
Triplets, I think you are totally right to ditch the counselling. The room, the woman, none of it sounded right for you. I see a counselling psychologist which is a whole lot different to chatting your life over with someone who calls themselves a counsellor. I don't need to share my life, i can do that with DP or with you lovely lot. I need someone to get inside my head and show me things a different way. That really helps. I am still in the throes of wading through some stuff but I won't give up because I know I am not yet the person I am able to be. And although it is very hard work, it has made a massive difference to me. I pay privately (I sold my legs to pay for it, they are now a science project for schools) because it would take an age on the NHS I think. Sweetheart, only you know how bad you feel when you are down and only you know whether to fight to get the right care. But just remember that (a) you are dealing with big things in life and (b) you derserve to feel good. Does any of that make sense or help? Talk to me and I will throw in what I can to help you decide what to do.