Triplets, have everything crossed for you for Friday. On a positive note maybe the fact that they didn't say come straight in is good news? I'm hoping so anyway. I'm sure someone will keep me updated if I can't get online as you'll barely be out of my thoughts.
Momma - stop worrying about me. I'm a big girl in most ways and I'll be all right. See I'm in a better frame of mind already! Honestly whatever happens, happens and I'm at the point now where I'm not stressing over it all.
Have decided to take all the advice on help and accepting all offers. At the weekend Momma took DS1 and DD1 out for a play and I'm allowing one of the school mum's to bring DS1 home a few times this week. Goes against every gut instinct in my body I have to say. I've never let anyone other than my mum/dad/aunt look after any of them before, but maybe I need to trust some people and let go a little bit. Doubt all the curtain twitching is doing my blood pressure much good though lol!
This morning was a bit awful. Got to the school half an hour early (left early so my mum could push buggy up hill before rushing off to work) with DS1 crying because his trousers were wet from the pouring rain, DTs screaming because they don't like being in buggy/hate rain cover) and I was soaked through. After dropping him off I had to trot round to the packed post office (10mins further away) to send contract for house sale (so all being well London house should be sold tomorrow with provision to have our stuff moved out within two weeks). DTs screamed from the moment they went into buggy till we got home. DD1 was in a good mood and we walked along in the pouring rain singing our hearts out not caring who heard and I managed the whole time with a smile on my face ignoring the pitying looks.