Thought I was o.k.

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Hi I miscarried last year today at 8 weeks and got caught straight away so i've handled what would have been the babys due date etc quite well.

I've been sat watching cbeebies with my 3ds and the tweenies were singing twinkle twinkle little star and I just burst into tears.

Just can't believe it's been a year at the time I didnt think i'd ever get this far.

Just needed to write it down,

I did not want your thread to go unanswered, big hugs to you on this day. xxxxx

it's always hard, no matter how much time goes on but it will get better.i mc'd at 7 weeks and then fell pregnant again before the baby would have been due. I know it sounds horrible but i always think to myself that i couldnt have had both of them and im so thankful for the two boys i have now got. there is always a reason for mc and thats what you have to remember. it wasnt your fault, you have a gorgeous ds and know that it is ok to grieve.it is ok to get upset. one mc doesn't mean that things wont go right in the future, i had a mc and now have two gorgeous boys.

thinking of you xx

Thanks I know if I hadnt had a MC I wouldnt have my beautiful baby boy.

It's remembering all the heartache and sadness we went through which I am finding the hardest.