I am not sure why I am posting, maybe just to acknowledge that I was pregnant and carried a baby for a while. I’ve had a very tough couple of weeks. First my brother then my mum got admitted to hospital where they still are. I went for my 12 week scan on Monday to be told the baby was measuring 11 weeks and had some problems. So I had an appointment with a specialist this morning to find out the heartbeat had stopped. I’ve had 2 MMCs before I had my son so I always go in expecting the worst. Although part of me thought I’m due a bit of good luck but it wasn’t to be.