Always bleeding

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Chemeical preg to start
I bled with my 1st ("true"i say this meaning the doctors didnt even consider my chemical as anything)pregnancy,
Bled and mc 2nd
Bled and mc 3rd
Bled heavily like a mc but she survived 4th
Bled and mc eventually with 5th

Absolutely hate my body because no matter the outcome I bleed with pregnancies. It makes the first trimester horrendous. I'd take hg anyday over the bleeding.
If it wasn't for miscarrying more than I birth I'd try again, but now I don't know. But my heart hurts. Life is tricky.
Anybody else wanna pop on and just feel sad for a bit?

Ive had no living children and 3 miscarriages, all started with bleeding.
All in the time frame of 16 months.

I dont quite understand whats happening but all i know is if ive got got oregnant and had a healthy child within the next year, im adopting🤷🏻‍♀️

That sucks. I'm sorry to hear that. Have you managed to get any investigations done as to why and maybe got a plan for future pregnancies?
I'm glad you've got a plan for adoption though, so many children needing loving stable homes out there