Feeling quite down this evening, I found out I was pregnant six weeks ago due to bleeding 5 days before period was due. I have bled almost consistently since. After so many scans, biopsies, more blood tests than I can count, I had methotrexate three full weeks ago.
Whilst this has (hopefully worked), my levels have consistently dropped over the last 3 weeks according to the blood tests, they’re just taking so long to get to <10. It’s going painfully slow, and the longer this takes, the longer it is until I can try to conceive again (12 weeks from prenatal - which can’t take until my hcg is <10).
I’m doing daily pregnancy tests in the hope of watching the line fade and tonight - after it fading each day for 2 weeks - it’s got darker. I don’t know what this means, and part of me doesn’t want to know. I’m so tired and the closure I need just seems to get further and further away each day.