It took a while before I was promoted from the TTC thread to the pregnancy thread. I have now taken one million steps backwards and I find myself in this thread, awaiting the fate of our baby boy who we have been told is very unlikely to survive in this world and even the rest of the pregnancy (I am 20 weeks). We have choices to make, the choices no parent should ever be given.
I am numb, lost for words, everything and nothing hurts.
What do I do now? How do I go on?