TTC has just got me so depressed now

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London91 · 29/09/2019 20:00

I've had 3 MCs in the last 2 years. I had a laparoscopy 7 weeks ago and I'm currently on cycle two since then. This whole journey of heart break has been almost 3 years and I'm exhausted. AF is due tomorrow and I just feel crushed. I honestly wish this got easier!

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afreshstart1 · 30/09/2019 10:21

Sending hugs. I am a month on from surgery for an ectopic and removal of a tube

I'm not sure I can even pluck up the courage to ttc again. Let alone deal with the disappointment of it not working or the anxiety of it working and then facing another miscarriage

itwasalovelydreamwhileitlasted · 30/09/2019 19:08

I'm 5 mc and 2 ruptured ectopics and 1 failed IVF cycle in my ttc journey - my last ectopic surgery was in July and i would say it's only in the last couple of weeks that I've felt that ttc doesn't consume me the way it did before

No one can say we didn't try everything and give it our all and after a final round of IVF maybe in the new year I think I'll be at peace with finally stopping x

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London91 · 30/09/2019 22:27

@afreshstart1 Hope you're feeling better after surgery. Can totally understand why you'd be anxious to try again. Be kind to yourself and I'm sure you'll try again when the times right for you.

@itwasalovelydreamwhileitlasted I'm sorry to hear about your mcs and failed IVF. I'm keeping them crossed for you.

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