Chasing a dream

[Lunablue765]

Hello all I sadly miscarried my fifth pregnancy last week I'm blessed with two beautiful children but have this yearning for a third beautiful baby. I can't seem to let go of the idea of having another baby. My husband is ready to give up as the losses have broken Me each time. I don't even want to acknowledge this most recent loss I can't get my head around how it's happened again so I haven't told a friend or my family only my gp and husband know what's been going on. Maybe I should give up but it's so sad to think my journey will end on losing another baby my age doesn't help I was 37 the day after my miscarriage some birthday present! Sorry to ramble but I feel so lost right now I don't really want to give up but I'm not sure how many more of these missed miscarriages I can go through.

I'm so sorry to hear of your losses. It's utterly heartbreaking and to have happened the day before your birthday is equally cruel. How far along were you?

If you can handle another pregnancy, I'd urge you not to give up. I'm 37 this year, have no children but recently lost my twin son and daughter after their hearts stopped at 19 weeks. Like you, we're devstated - as any mother and father would be - but we're not going to give up even at my age. People have healthy, successful pregnances beyond 37. We can too - when we're ready.

Thinking of you at this sad time