This is my first time here [sad]

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After a suspected eptopic, which thankfully was not I started getting excited for my pregnancy. My numbers were low but doubling.
Then all of a sudden they were only rising 22% then 16% then they dropped a couple.
Doctors wanted me to have medical management but I knew a natural was the best route for us.
We're so devestated to say the least. Never had a MMC before . Doctor did say once I knew baby had died it would probably start. And it has.
I feel so upset this was a very much wanted prayed for and planned baby I just don't know how to process this.

I'm sorry for your loss. I'm in a similar place. Had a missed miscarriage at 12 weeks and arranged the erpc. So physically a bit shaky still and having some clots and contractions. Mentally and emotionally I'm finding it really hard. I'm sad and drained and devastated at the loss. I'm trying to be kind to myself. But it' s so hard. Today was difficult. But I hope tomorrow will be better. Hope it will 've for you too. Xx

Thank you for your kind words.
I started getting really bad pains down below in my cervix with lots of cramping and passed one sac with two tiny blob babies sharing one sac. Would have flushed it if the greyish colour made me look properly into it. Sounds gross but I needed to see it. Me and my hubby said goodbye to them and my clearblue test has now fell saying 1-2 now so hopefully isn't long until I get a not pregnant and can try again.
It's weird but I feel like I have closure because I got to say goodbye properly with my husband.
So sorry to hear about your loss I hope you are ok xx