We were trying for over a year and finally got a positive test in September. Now it's gone. I feel so empty and so angry and because of complications I'm supposed to be resting and I can't. Trying to distract myself on MN but certain posters are just making my blood boil and I'm getting a headache :( We have 2 children so we're so lucky in so many ways. Maybe it's just time to stop. Sorry this is so garbled.