WTF cycle is getting me down

[EnglishGirlAbroad]

I had a mc at the end of Dec. This wtf cycle is screwing with me! If according to FF I did ovulate, I'm 11dpo. Did a ic this am, BFN. Did an ic OPK, line is nearly as dark as the test! I'm in cd thirty fucking six!!
What's going on?!!!! Really not sure how much of this stupid cycle I can take. Feeling very crap today, every time I feel there's a light at the end of the tunnel, it disappears!!

Do you think its likely i didnt actually ovulate when FF says? Mt emps have been a bit eratic. Am I about to ovulate now?

I'm not sure I can take another couple of weeks of the unknown. I just want it to end one way or another.

Anyone else had similar?

[bakingtins]

It's not called a WTF cycle for nothing. You can sometimes get ov sticks picking up HCG but I'd expect your HPT to be positive as well if that were the case. Why did FF think you ovulated 11 days ago? Temps? Or just based on your normal cycle?
I've generally found the WTF cycle is a week longer than my usual one, but it does really vary for different individuals between a normal-ish cycle and weeks and weeks longer.
It's v frustrating. Hoping either AF or a BFP shows up soon so you know where you are.

[EnglishGirlAbroad]

FF picked up ov based on my temps... but im not convinced! Guess I'll have to just wait it out. Very annoying. I just want an end to this stupid cycle. Its already a week longer than normal.
By this time next week it'll be 6 weeks since i started bleeding. I was only 5+2, I thought that my body would have sorted itself out by now.