Today is a bad day

[DoctorDonnaNoble]

I know it was rash but I POAS today (first month post MMC) as haven't had AF yet and had vague symptoms. I got a bfn and I'm in floods of tears I feel like such a complete failure. I was so happy when I got pregnant and now I'm scared either way. Does it get better?

Sorry today is a tough one, donna It does get better, but every so often there's a bit of a knife-in-the-ribs moment. Have you joined a TTC after MC thread? It helps to have some company, even if you are not ready to actively TTC yet. For most people getting pregnant again is an important part of recovery.

I had pregnancy symptoms (especially metallic taste) appear mid cycle for the first 3cycles post mmc. BFN on the first two, and a mc at 5 weeks on the third. The 4th cycle gave me a BFP and I'm now 10 weeks.

Are you tracking ovulation? AF can be quite erratic the first few cycles, and I was ovulating as though I had a 28 day cycle, though my usual cycles are 36 days, and I found that internet cheapy ovulation sticks were very accurate.

Good luck, and sorry for your loss!