#foodiewankeralert 
@shagmeriggins I'm with you on the meat ragu and the depth of flavour. Doesn't matter whether it's for Bolognese, moussaka, shepherd's pie, meatballs, it has to be reduced and have those umami sweet, sour, salty, savoury things going on (sweetness here coming from a small amount of peppers or tomatoes or sweet tasting herbs/spices like cinnamon, basil, fennel, aniseed). And any anything beefy is always better after 24 hours in the fridge. It's as if the meat fibres relax, take up the juice and flavour and do their own things with it before giving it back to you the following day...
I love being on these threads because it combines so many important things for me - a chance to talk about weight and health, a place where there is community support and shared angst and laughter, and most importantly for me - a place where I can indulge my love of food.
In my previous life my 'chubbiness' was indulged by my otherwise tiny naturally-skinny family (dh, sils, pils, dsis, nieces nephews, dc...) and by wiry athletic friends, because I was the great cook. The warm 'cuddly' one in the kitchen.
I think that now my food is even better should have #nomodesty alert before that I'm not afraid to season it well (because the salt was not the root cause of my high blood pressure). I add cream. I thicken sauces with butter so they are rich, smooth delicious...
Recently one friend (who has a difficult relationship with food and weight) asked me if I 'purged' after a dinner like that. She couldn't understand that I could eat cheese or cream or butter and not put on loads of weight. I felt so sad
I eat this food because I love it and my body seems to thrive on it. I've faced my own challenges over the recent weeks (and who knows where all of this is taking us) but I absolutely know that I can easily forgo pasta, bread, cake to live a life where I don't have to think about making myself sick after a meal that included a self-indulgent mix of eggs and cream.
Wishing everyone well, sharing my quite ordinary food for the day:
B - boiled egg
L - salami salad
D - salmon, broccoli, buttered courgettes
and also acknowledging that I willingly joined in with the family zoom-room pizza night earlier this week (hence the left over salami). I might be a foodiewanker, I might be a long-term convert to this woe, but I'm also human, and if connecting with my dgc means eating a pizza, I'll go for it 