Please ignore, as this is just drunken rambling, but .....

[MrsMorgan]

have just spent the evening with a friend and her hubby, and their kids, had something to eat and too much wine, and now I am back, here, all alone and god it is crap crap crap.

why crap?

Because I am alone, have been for far too long now, and in a way it is fine, I know thats how it is going to be, and I have almost accepted it, but I suppose spending time in another couples company just makes me feel sad.

I just need to keep telling myself that alone is how I will be and \i will eventually be fine.

what did you eat? I'm hungry.

Shepards pie, it was nice. It was nice to have someone else cook for me

My xp has the dc every friday night, but most weeks i\ stay in, so it was a nice change.

Just sad that I have to come home to empty house and go up to empty bed.

I will be fine in the morning though, it is the drink talking.

mmmm shepherds pie is one of my faves. Yum. You are lucky to have nice friends to cook for you.

Very true, I should be more grateful.

Now i think I will go to bed as I am having to squint lol.

night!

dont be sad......you've got a free house, you've had a few to drink, and its friday night - get some tunes on, turn it up loud, and dance around your living room!!!

Thats what I would do anyway, unfortunately I've got work in the morning