hi all,
i'm back. i had a fab time. really great in some ways. was expecting some awkwardness but it wasn't at all. all the convo over past few months did some good there.
everything went as planned at airport. no problems and he was there waiting . i thought " phwoar.... even blooming better looking in RL"
he was great company for the wkd. but due to severe lack of sleep we even had our first arguement.lol. but nothing major.lol. just him whinging and me telling him to give it a break.
have told asbm a bit more. she describes it as " coupley" which i suppose it was. i was in bath getting ready for leaving early next morning. shaving my legs while superman was on toilet talking to me . and that just felt normal.
when he was working i enjoyed the villa and cairo. it's a great place to visit too. not touristy at all. but you see some really crazy things.
but for the first time i actually missed my dc. never in their lifves has it ever bothered me. but by the sunday i had started to miss them (only took 4 days )
and one thing i've definately realised is i will have to be dragged kicking and screaming into living with a man again full time.i'm liking my independance far too much at the moment. it was sheer bliss coming home. shutting the door and getting back into my little balloon with my dc.
as for you lot?
asbm - phileas. ffs. he needs a good shake
lou - soap opera as usual. have you arranged date with youngman
ninah - shining beacon as ever has returned. glad to hear your falling for him again.
holly - hope your well.
eve - i'm prone to pretending all is fine too
as for meeting nm with dc. think it really depends on age. when they're under primary school age they wont question when you say its just a friend. but much older than that i would say you have to wait till your sure its a long term relationship.