what would i do if ds father got in contact???

[maisystar]

just got of the phone to my mum, said she has redirected a letter to me, a 'private' letter with a blokes handwriting on. straightaway i thought of ds father. it's probably not but can't think who else it could be from. i haven't lived there for 3yrs and that was the address i gave him if he wanted to get in contact(5 yrs ago).

i did think that if he was going to get in contact it might be in the year after he had graduated(summer 2004).

have got a bad feeling about this feel sick.......

If it helps... how does she knows it's a blokes' handwriting? how do you know is not another person? Please Maisystar don't worry yet, as you say is highly unlikely that is your DS father. Wait until you are sure. {{{{hugs in the mean time}}}

can you ask your mum to open the letter???

perhaps....

would let you know either way....

save you waiting and worrying...

i did! she has already redirected it- should be here tomorrow.

i know it's unlikely but just felt sick when she told me, actually felt a shudder go through me.

she just said it was like a blokes writing-sort of small and scruffy to my shame can't remember what his writing is like at all!

Probably I have sent the letter, that's how my handwriting looks like after centuries of just using the computer

oh maisystar- i hope it's ok for you... whatever it is we're here for you

bl**dy post has come and it's not there, will have to wait till mon.

any news?

noooo, hasn't come. hopefully it will come tomorrow. just feel so tense, it's probably not but just haven't a clue what to do if it is.

(((hugs))) maisystar. Just seen this. You okay?

cheers yes i am. just want to know......

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wasn't even fron him!! it was from a college i went to about 4 try ago asking me to pick some work up.

have very conflicting feelings about it but will have to post later as i am required to play snap with ds

yrs ago