Poor thing sobbed her heart out the other night, saying she needed to tell me something, but it involved rude words.
I said it was ok to tell me. Well she overheard xe dh and his gf calling me a fat pig, a cow and a fucker.
hmm, methinks this would cause alot of pain for a 6 yr old to hear thier mummy described like t his.
I was bloody fuming, and very sad/angry that she had heard it, let alone held it in for all these months.
When I think of all the times I have talked her thro stuff, she has had this on her mind. She said she wanted to rush in to the kitchen and tell them her mummy was a lovely mummy.
oh and we also got on the subject of smoking, and she told me, 'daddy smokes much bigger things than you mummy. He puts brown stuuf, and green stuff in, a bit like food, like spices, and it really smells.'
what the fuck, can he not skin up out of sight, or later, or not at all, when she was there??
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh