well i googled him found him got in touch with him. just spoke to him he still makes my heart thump, he ss so fir. now i am pluking the courage to go down and stay the wekend on the 4th july. i'm so nervous. had baby since then got stretch marks coming out me ears ha. need to lose weight. so scary, i have not seen this bloke in about 4 years. any idvice ?