Hello,
My name is Isha and I have an eleven years old daughter. I live in a foreign country and have no support of my family or any friends.
My husband and I had another of our big fight a couple of days back and he decided to go back to our home country (India) and bought the tickets.
He had left his career to be with us and had mentioned that many times that he is here only because of us.
I do understand that he took this decision for his future and he did stay here for almost 10 years and I will always be thankful for that.
He is an extremely caring person except when we fight.The main reason for our fights is that I would say something disrespectful to him and then he would use derogatory words for me and keep using it. Then in a couple of days try to make everything okay. He would do the same to our daughter also. However, the terms used would not be as offensive. So, somewhere I am also relieved that this will end this cycle.
However, I feel extremely scared and unhappy that my marriage has ended and the person who was supposed to be mine forever, will no longer be there. It is like all my hopes have come crashing down. Just ranting over here as have no one else to talk to except my daughter…
Thank you for listening.