Tired of it, draining, awful, becoming bitter, i breast fed my children as a single mum, done everything, why cant i get it back, then i watched the most depressing thing on you tube where a single mum drinks vodka all night and then takes an overdos...

[fairyfly]

I am so sick of being alone

I'm so sorry, I have to go to bed. 6 kids to get to school / work in morning, and I've got uni too. Fairyfly, you have my every respect for the care and the love you have given your children. You are the centre of the universe to them. Give yourself the same care and respect. Become the centre of your own universe. Not in an up your arse way, but get to know that you are a woman of great worth. Then nothing anyone can say will knock you, and you will know and seek out the things you deserve instead of accepting shit from shit heads, bless your heart xx

Good luck wilted rose, really happy if it's love.

i got screwed over by that kind of romance.

I will never ever ever get romantic or think people care again.

Next time i fall in love, i wont fall

Oh no thats where youve got it wrong lol im the one always trying to push him away and not get close and he always ends up coming back, im not a romantic person and its hard work keeping a relationship working in these circumstances but worth it to feel loved and wanted

Ive been screwed over by other men including my dss fathers and never thought id get close to someone again but when the right person with enough determination and feelings comes along it will happen...

i also have uni but i have not been in for two weeks

what are you studying?

oh i think i have fucked it, littlewoman, not been in, don't care, really had enough to deal with. When i watched my son in hospital and then had to deal with parole, i know i go on about this....... but i thought.........

I really cannot do my degree

It was in Graphic Design

I got raped in november 2006. I didn't go in to uni for two months. When I did go back to tell them i was leaving, they knocked themselves out to get me back on track. It's not fucked fairyfly. Of course, only you know what you can do, and i know you have a huge amount on your plate with your son's illness and the parole. I hope you manage to sort it all out. Sometimes it looks like too much for one person. I know my life does. Where's all the energy supposed to come from?

I dont know your individual stories bubt im sorry for both the troubles you have, Looks like theres 3 very unhappy people on this thread lets see if we can cheer eachother up?

you get more energy if you sleep, perhaps lol

Whats sleep? i have heard of it but it eludes me...

oh goodness, little woman, xxx

Gotta do it, listen...

Always makes me think of something to look forward too

Wilted rose,,,,,, will you add me, it's bhuna at msn dot com

done

Little woman, sooo sorry you got raped, fucked me up to not be, sorry, add me please

It wasn't a take you down the woods thing and throw me on the ground. I was pissed with a friend of a friend, and fell asleep at his house. It wasn't as scary as it might have been, but oh boy had I had it with men after that. But I've met someone nice now, so you just never know. I'm not 'in love' and hopeless about him. But he is a sincere and very kind man and I'll take that over an arsehole dreamboat any moonlit night of the week
I don't understand how to add someone. To what?

Gooood tune btw. Now that more the attitude we're talking about ;o)

I meant add me to your msn

oh, im not on msn. I'm on facebook. I'll post link on my mn profile so you can see it if you want to. Going to bed really now. Sleep well girls. Thanks for your company tonight xx

night LW have a good sleep

I've put it under 'what she says about herself'. Good night, sweet dreams, pink cakes and ice creams

Oh god, not agian, you thikn i'm self absorbed!!!!

no i don't, ive put my facebook addy in my profile under what i say about myself lol.