Scared I'll always be alone

[november90]

Single mum to 2 DS aged 4 and youngest in 10 months.
Ex husband left me suddenly during my second pregnancy over a year ago.
I'm happy to be alone now and whilst my baby is a baby, but i can't shake the thought of who will want me with 2 children, how will I accept anyone when I have 2 children. I always dreamed of more children and I'm really struggling with the thought of being on my own and loosing my family dreams!
I'm having cbt, I know nobody can tell me the future :(

Can’t help I’m afraid I’m still single 4 years later, no dates at all, I really don’t know how other mums manage. But then I get no time to myself so that’s probably why. Does your ex have the children much? That will be when you can date but I would wait till your youngest is a bit older personally.